per-kin-up
so here i have

hugs and nice talk with juan
snuggle and purrs from jayne
lindt white chocolate with coconut bar
gin n tonic
vicodin
clonazepam
cuts healing
nice comfy bed in my room (MY room finally after 25 years) with pictures and items and books to look at, instead of plain gray walls,
and kitties sleeping on the bed
birds and trees and clouds out the window, rain, sun, shoots coming up outside,
tulips and crocus and daffodils and lilies and weeds
thinking of my accomplishments instead of failures
getting a whole bunch of seeds in the mail from joseph -nasturtiums and bachelor's buttons and cilantro and squash - hope for the spring and summer, life going on.
inspiration from a book about m.c. escher to get some linoluem and make prints
reading the onion -courageous pickles holding jar shut from inside

well i hope it lasts